On the search for myself....

On the search for myself....
Does your reflection on the mirror reveal who you really are?
Does it tell the story to your past, present, maybe even your future?
Does it show every flaw, in and out?

I'd like to know.

I'm on the search for myself.
I'd like to know where I stand right now.
Up, down, in the middle?
I'm confused.
My heart lies in too many places.
Is there not one place it truly belongs?
It's pace is fast and slow, all at the same time.
I hate that feeling.
My head ain't sitting right on these shoulders.
My thoughts are like milkshake, mixed in a blender.
My brain can't carry this heavy load.
I feel like mashed potato.
Yeah, that's how I can describe myself right now.




I need closure.


I need to get my head on straight.


I need someone to talk to.





Ehhh, I feel lost.
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# Posted on Monday, 04 June 2007 at 11:20 PM

???


I'm too afraid,
to let myself love you...









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# Posted on Monday, 04 June 2007 at 7:50 AM
Edited on Monday, 04 June 2007 at 9:17 AM

Goddamn,,,,

Heh, yesterday was shiteous.


Memories and bad thoughts flooding my brain.


Impossible.
That can't be.
Just a few days ago,
she was sitting right there infront of me.
She had head aches
and now _ _ _ _ _ _?
I don't want to believe that.
Impossible.
Who would've known?



Laughs.
Amusement Park fun. :]
Late night movies.
Birthdays celebrated together for all times sake.
I miss you....
Come back.
Can't wait until you come back.
It's hard without you.
Old habits become unknown.
Things are different,
might aswell get used to change.

Vid: "Home" - Michael Buble
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# Posted on Friday, 25 May 2007 at 10:07 PM
Edited on Friday, 25 May 2007 at 11:47 PM

Heh, todays youth is crumbling into pieces.

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# Posted on Saturday, 19 May 2007 at 1:04 AM
Edited on Monday, 04 June 2007 at 10:27 PM

"Adrenaline" - Gavin Rossdale

Adrenaline.
You don't even feel the pain.
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# Posted on Friday, 18 May 2007 at 11:02 PM