This blog is starting to gather spider webs and dust......
Lots of things have been going through my mind lately.
I just couldn't get it in writing. Everything's up here in my brain.
My thoughts are just all kind of messed up. I don't know how to fix it. :(
Feelings are doing sh*tty too.
And not being able to see people you miss terribly doesn't help.
There's one person my mind has been revolving around lately.
I can't get the thought of that person out of my mind.....
It feels like I'm standing at the edge of the cliff with that person.
And the sight of the waters roaring below aren't very pleasing.
More or less it's terrifying.
It's a long way down and at the end are big pointy rocks.
Should I take the risk of not being able to get out of those waters without any wounds?
Hah, I wish.
How I wish...
Jumping off a cliff doesn't promise you no wounds and tears.My brains a mess.
I need you here.
No, I don't really care if you didn't understand all that.
It's my thing.
Just needed to get that out of the way....
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK