Imma leave it at that then.....
Like the thought you lost.
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issi-says
14 yo
Philippines
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Posted on Monday, 04 February 2008 at 4:47 AM
Edited on Tuesday, 15 April 2008 at 1:08 AM
----------------------------------------------------- it's bad enough we get along so well.
Goodnight and Go - Imogen Heap
<3
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Posted on Monday, 04 February 2008 at 4:41 AM
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No pictures needed. ------------------------------------------------------ All just words. Let it flow.
Dear Janine,
Well, if that's the way you feel... I can't change it, right? But I'll try. Because I care.
It seems to me as if you don't care enough. As if we never shared any memories. As if it was all just nothing. Everything we experienced together. A lost cause? I refuse to believe.
And truth be told, you know I did ask you if there was something wrong (I don't think you would've asked first, even if there was something bothering you) and you said 'Nothing'. How do you expect me to make anything better if you don't tell me what's wrong. I always tell you if somethings wrong or at least I let you know if there's something bothering me. But you just seem to shrug it off, like I said: As if we never were friends (which I hope and know we still are) that could talk openly about anything.
Why should you feel excluded? You know ALL my friends. Every single one of them. You've talked to them all, had memories with them etc. You really have no reason to feel that way, I think you just don't wanna raise your voice or make yourself be heard. Since when was that ever a problem, talking to them? Didn't seem so....
I don't know Stephanie or Pauline AT ALL. I've never hung out with them. And I tried to be friends with them, but more or less you didn't want me to. But do I get bothered while I stand beside you guys and you talk about your own things? No, not really. Because I know they're your friends and I can't really change that. I try to be nice to them but I have a feeling they get intimidated or something like that by me....?
And I've been trying to hang out with you since the mid vacay but you had to go to Auzzieland and you changed the plan again when I came back from Germany. I told you I'd be hanging out with you that weekend. And I asked if I could go with you since as far as I know we made plans first. And I tried not to make the whole "these are my friends, these are yours" not awkward. but you decided for me, telling me that it'd be awkward for me, when you already got Kim and Pauline together before.
And how can you say I just came and left? I don't get that.
It really seems to me as if you don't care enough. Am I stupid for caring much? You really like to do this with your friends...? "Move on."
There's more to this, that's up in my head but I can't all wright it down. Not right now. I have homework to do.
And you make it sound as if it's all my wrong doing...
<3 Isabel.
'eyeloveview', even if you feel that way.
You'd be the first person with whom I actually bothered....
Well, if that's the way you feel... I can't change it, right? But I'll try. Because I care.
It seems to me as if you don't care enough. As if we never shared any memories. As if it was all just nothing. Everything we experienced together. A lost cause? I refuse to believe.
And truth be told, you know I did ask you if there was something wrong (I don't think you would've asked first, even if there was something bothering you) and you said 'Nothing'. How do you expect me to make anything better if you don't tell me what's wrong. I always tell you if somethings wrong or at least I let you know if there's something bothering me. But you just seem to shrug it off, like I said: As if we never were friends (which I hope and know we still are) that could talk openly about anything.
Why should you feel excluded? You know ALL my friends. Every single one of them. You've talked to them all, had memories with them etc. You really have no reason to feel that way, I think you just don't wanna raise your voice or make yourself be heard. Since when was that ever a problem, talking to them? Didn't seem so....
I don't know Stephanie or Pauline AT ALL. I've never hung out with them. And I tried to be friends with them, but more or less you didn't want me to. But do I get bothered while I stand beside you guys and you talk about your own things? No, not really. Because I know they're your friends and I can't really change that. I try to be nice to them but I have a feeling they get intimidated or something like that by me....?
And I've been trying to hang out with you since the mid vacay but you had to go to Auzzieland and you changed the plan again when I came back from Germany. I told you I'd be hanging out with you that weekend. And I asked if I could go with you since as far as I know we made plans first. And I tried not to make the whole "these are my friends, these are yours" not awkward. but you decided for me, telling me that it'd be awkward for me, when you already got Kim and Pauline together before.
And how can you say I just came and left? I don't get that.
It really seems to me as if you don't care enough. Am I stupid for caring much? You really like to do this with your friends...? "Move on."
There's more to this, that's up in my head but I can't all wright it down. Not right now. I have homework to do.
And you make it sound as if it's all my wrong doing...
<3 Isabel.
'eyeloveview', even if you feel that way.
You'd be the first person with whom I actually bothered....
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Posted on Sunday, 03 February 2008 at 5:06 AM
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----------------------------------- <333
I love you to death my dear.
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Posted on Saturday, 02 February 2008 at 7:07 AM
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I DON'T BELIEVE YOU.
Love is something you will crave to experience. It will mess with your thoughts and break your heart into peices. You are its toy, not the other way around. But at the end of all that, you'll still search for it. Want it. After all the things it's done to you, you'll still forgive it.
Tangina,
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Posted on Saturday, 02 February 2008 at 2:10 AM
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